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A Seabass Gift

  • Writer: Debbie Cowles
    Debbie Cowles
  • Jun 30, 2020
  • 2 min read

Updated: Jul 2, 2020

The tide rushed in: crazy, fast, wild, dangerous. We found the place where we’d taken the kids once, many years ago. It was private, quiet, and safe--away from the quicksands for which that area is known. It was the day before my 5th chemo infusion last week and it was just what we needed. I had a longing to see the sea. I needed to see something bigger than our four walls and my diagnosis and side-effects. About 75 yards away was a couple in their mid 50s, both fishing for seabass with long poles. They obviously noticed my hair loss and shared about his recent cancer battle. After only little fish that they had to throw back, we rejoiced from a distance when they got a large seabass that was going to be their supper. (We had to shout back and forth.) I said that if they got another one and it was for sale, I would gladly buy it. She said it was very unusual to get one large enough to keep, let alone two, but if they got another one, we could have it! They were leaving soon and so were we. So, as I’m learning to do with many things, I turned it over to Jesus and asked if it was His will that He bring along a seabass large enough to keep. Within a few minutes, the pole was bending and there it was! Almost 2 lbs! I was as excited as a kid at Christmas. The husband brought it halfway and left it on a rock and went back to the fishing spot so I could go pick it up. They refused to let us pay for it. I thanked them over and over. It was such a delightful moment; such a sweet gift from God. The God who put the tax money in the fish’s mouth and filled up Peter’s net is still in charge of the fish today and I have a feeling Jesus enjoyed the whole thing as much as I did. :)

This round of chemo has been especially challenging. Yesterday was so hard. My body felt completely alien: neuropathy in my feet and toes, dizziness, and my eyes and brain just not cooperating. Pray for wisdom for my oncologist as to whether to reduce my next dosage 25%, which he’s considered before. That will be my 6th and final infusion, hopefully on 16 July. He said we need to strictly self-isolate/”shield” until probably late August, depending on how I feel after the last session. There is so much loss and yet so much grace. Pray for:

--perseverance and wisdom

--the chemo to kill every cancer cell

--God to have His way in our lives

--Him to be glorified through all of this.

The sweet Romanian chemo nurse I had several times said she gets fed spiritually at our house. She’s now moved on to another job, but told us she'd still have the same phone number and we could stay in touch. Pray for “M”.

Thanks again for your gracious support of us, for interceding before the throne of grace for us, for caring. With love,


Debbie, and for Steve

 
 
 

5 comentarios


gncar73
09 jul 2020

Sorry for the repeat. I did not see where my first box went. I am not used to using this format. Thank you for adding me to your list. Your example of faith is inspiring! Praying for you!

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gncar73
09 jul 2020

Recently I heard a sermon by a pastor on using our God-given imagination to assist in our healing process. We so often let our imagination bring us worry and fear. So instead daily choose to imagine yourself whole and well and strong. Then use your words to speak these images into reality. I loved the worship song! What a wonderful story about our Father's love and how he delights in giving us special gifts.

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gncar73
09 jul 2020

What a wonderful story of our Father's love! He truly delights in us. Debbie, recently I heard a sermon on using our God-given imagination to assist in our healing process. Take time to imagine health and strength; what your life will be like with restored energy. We so often let our imagination create worry and fear, instead of using it to create life. Cooperate with the Spirit by imaging your new body full of life and wholeness again. Then use your words to bring those pictures into reality. Praise the Lord!

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marciagensz
01 jul 2020

God is so good to give us unexpected gifts of his grace and love for us. Praying daily that His strength will hold you and his joy will fill you both.

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Esther Johnston
30 jun 2020

This made me tear up with tears of hope and faith in our magnificent God who supplies both big and small concerns in our lives. How marvelous that He brought the fish.....just like He did 2000 years ago. We're praying daily for you, and asking that His mercy, strength, healing will be yours.

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